Tak Ingin Hilang


Kupendam kekhawatiran yang getir

Kekhawatiran yang t’lah lama menyebar terbawa angin berdesir

Aku terus menunggu walau tak dapat rasa itu kuusir

Lelah tak lagi kupikir

Aku terus menunggu bagai selir

Kau tahu betapa tak inginnya aku menjadi ratu

Yang berkonotasi nomor dua bukan nomor satu

Kau tahu betapa aku merarap pada batu

Yang tergolek entah mati atau bisu

Bisu, hahaha

Aku tetap bisu

Ku tebar rasa ingin berceloteh jalang

Agar ia tak lagi ada di dalam diriku

Biar aku tetap bisu

Gagu

Tak lagi ngoceh pada batu yang entah mati atau bisu

Tak lagi ku tebar rasa rindu

Tak lagi kuperdengarkan isak yang sendu

Kubelai rinainya tiap hujan meratap

Dia menunduk padaku, menatap

aku yang tak lagi beratap

Siang yang tak lagi terang

Kusudutkan segala beban untuk selalu bilang..

Aku,

di hadapanmu,

hanya tak ingin hilang

Di tepi trotoar Margonda, Depok

21 September 2010

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About meicaa

Meicaa is her nick. She likes writing what she thinks. She loves to read anything; comics, novels, and your posts. She is born in 1992. She is an Indonesian who loves her country so much. She loves the flag of her country; red-white flag. Indonesia is mostly amazing to her. Not only this country, but also France, Japan and Korea. So that, she has learned about french many years ago, but now she's trying to re-learn it. She loves to watch movies. As written above about those countries she likes, she also loves french movies, doramas, Korean dramas, and many more.

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