So Goodbye Mozat Friends
I have been thinking about this-to leave Mozat. But yesterday, I didn’t have a chance to say this plan and say good bye to my friends there. It’s hard to say this. You know, I hate this word. BYE is a scariest thing that I have heard ever. I am confused how to tell this plan to my old friends there. Very confused. Finally I chatted with someone. He is my good friend there. He said he wanna leave Mozat too. I asked him what’s the reason. He just said he’s bored. Then I said, I wanna leave too.
“It’s my last time here”, i typed.
“Why? Don’t say that. I was kidding when i said i wanna leave Mozat,” He said.
“Because i’m bored. I cannot be here anymore.”
“But why?? Tell me what’s the reason!!”
“Nothing. Just bored, and i am working plus studying. It’s hard for me. So many guys there have disturbed me. You knew that. Just many friends like real friends. Others are fake. Fake love. Fake feelings. Fake friendship. I cannot see those fake things anymore,” I explained. He stopped typing for many times. I was waiting until he typed again.
“But, how are they-your close friends, me, and your sisters there?” he said.
“I don’t know too. But i still have facebook and yahoo. We can chat there, even i will come rarely”.
“You are mad”.
I don’t know how to say this plan. Perhaps they will be sad because many of them don’t have facebook account. Only Mozat and yahoo. Umm.. Maybe i will tell them by massage tomorrow. But how?? It can’t multi-send. Then I have to type one by one, the problem is I have so many friends that i have to send it 😦 I will be so tired, especially my fingers :S
If I think once more, I will be damn sad. Feel like many good friends fly away. I am gonna miss them. Missing “disconnected”, missing “PING”, missing my damn notification. I remember, one friend called it noti-fuck-cation, because it’s almost always got error. I will miss the sensation when i was flooding my own saying. I was doing this because i want more point. I will miss the bloody hell-hackers who have hacked me many times. As i remember, five times-three in last year and two in this year. The important is I will miss the funny things there.
Mozat friends have taught me many things. About relationship, friendship, behavior, caring, funny times, respecting each others , and the last, Mozat taught me English. Yeah even if my English still worst. I love what have they done. I love it. They taught me that cyber is cyber, cannot be a lover or what. They told me that friendship is friendship. There is no cyber friends. Nothing. That’s why, even if i will leave Mozat, i won’t forget them all. They are my teachers, my sisters, good friends, brothers, and … my life in the other side. .. And I love them…